Eulogy

For my dearest friend...

She had lived an amazing life even though it was not enough long to share every moment with her. Hatice was a great friend; She was the kind of friend that stands by you when you need somebody to be there. I can say that she once saved my life. We were both teenagers then and we weren’t very close. I was hastily walking across the streets of life with no guideness and belief when she realized that i was about to do my worst fault to loose all my identity among the wrong friends. She took my hand, pulled me out from the darkness of my life. She has given me the sources which became my family, my guide and the truth of my life then..That’s how I became close to Hatice. Yes, that was maybe long time ago and we’ve been inseparable ever since.

What is it that we remember when we think of Hatice? I think everyone who knows her very well would agree with me on this. It was her sense of humor when she is on her mood of course. She was the kind of person that would make everyone laugh so hard that they’d end up crying. Who could forget about the jokes that resulted her Maley friends to call her "crazy bucuk"? How about all her funny stories that made crazy the friends staying next door during university years? Goodness! Just thinking about those days still makes me laugh. She was so out there when she starts those jokes. That is what I will truly miss about her. She could make me laugh when I am really sad. She always cheered me up when she knew I just had a bad day. That’s the trademark of Hatice. She always wanted to make people happy.
Her death was sudden. I remember when I heard the news I simply could not believe it. It was too early but we had no choice to choose when is the time for an end,it was destiny. Hatice was well-loved and she had done so many things on earth and I’m sure she’ll be rewarded in turn with the eternal Rahmah in heaven. I will forever be grateful to have known her. I will forever be grateful that Hatice was there at the right place and at the right time to change my life. I will forever be grateful for spending many years of my life with a friend like her. All the memories I have shared with her will forever be cherished and remembered. Hatice will forever live in my heart… In our hearts.

We pray that she is with Allah's blessings now and we are here on her funeral. This is not the time for us to grieve her death but it’s our time to celebrate her life. Don’t ever forget Hatice. She never wanted to see people cry. So at this moment when we are about to lay his body to rest, let’s all think back and remember how Hatice touched our lives,how many lives actually she has saved with all the efforts that she has done in the name of Allah to serve His Deen. How she made us laugh and how good Hatice was as a person. This is not the moment for us to shed our tears but we should all be thankful that we were given the chance to have known someone named Hatice.

She will forever be missed but I know in the right time, I will meet her again. We will all meet her again all in the heaven.. May Allah bless her, may Allah give patience and the strenght of iman to her family and clozest ones...Amin...

eulogy..umi khairani in memories..

If I die tonight..

You know it'll be alright..

Just smile for me

Reminisce the fond memories..

to my beloved abah and emak,

i know that i am stubborn and rebellious type of daugther.

but i know that both of you love me so much..so am i..

i am sorry for every mistake i done.. any bad words that hurt u..

every eye drops that fell down..

i am sorry..

to abah, don't escape your medicine, eat them consistently..don't pretend you forgot to eat them.
control your eating behaviour..yes i knew you have the medicine..but u your self need to
cooperate with them.. go jogging with mak every weekend..play golf are not enough..that not an exercise..abah, i love u damn much..thank you for everything..

my dear mak..even though you not express your love clearly like abah, i knew that u love me..me too. still remember when you did not sleep in hospital long years ago..accompanied me when i faced appendix, take care for me when i got sick..i realize my metabolism are the weakest among my siblings..

thank you for teaching me kitchen works..women works..take care of your health mak..take care for abah too.

to my siblings

don't cry..

i see you all from heaven..just remember me what ever happen..

i love you all.

the good young days..

comm 3090 for me is very effective class for me. i dedicate this semester to this class cause i think this class give big impact to me outside and inside.

thank you for mdm shafizan, who teach us how to become good speaker.who knows someday i will be real minister..haha..(that is not my ambition).haha.

to all my classmates, good luck with your final exam.hope to see you all guys next sem.

Genocide in Bosnia

Genocide

Up to 7,500 men, and boys over 13 years old, were killed. They were trucked or marched to their places of death. Up to 3,000, many in the act of trying to escape, were shot or decapitated in the fields. (Mladic had sent out his written order to 'block, crush and destroy the straggling parts of the Muslim group'; it was carried out.) 1,500 were locked in a warehouse and sprayed with machine gun fire and grenades. Others died in their thousands on farms, football fields, school playgrounds. The whole action was carried out with military efficiency. (It is said that the transport drivers were each forced to kill one man, to deter them from testifying against the Serb troops later.)

Thousands of the bodies were buried in mass graves. US aerial reconnaissance film shows the signs of a mass grave being covered by earth-moving equipment. Later many bodies were dug up and moved to more secret burial places.

I don't have a word to explain this cruelity of serbs in Bosnia,kosovo and other places that Muslims live in Balkans.

Their biggest dream is to establish Big Serbia, a cristian Republic which has only tolerance and justice for cristians.

For dear Umi's presentation,unfortunatelly i missed the presentation but i am sure she has done it well.

The informative speech on Iran

Iran, a Middle Eastern country south of the Caspian Sea and north of the Persian Gulf, is three times the size of Arizona. It shares borders with Iraq, Turkey, Azerbaijan, Turkmenistan, Armenia, Afghanistan, and Pakistan.

Iran has been an Islamic theocracy since the Pahlavi monarchy regime was overthrown on Feb. 11, 1979.

I have taken some statements from some old news published in newspapers;

"A National Intelligence Estimate, released in December 2007 and compiled by the 16 agencies of the U.S. intelligence community, reported "with high confidence" that Iran had frozen its nuclear weapons program in 2003. The report contradicts one written in 2005 that stated Iran was determined to continue developing such weapons. The report seemed to immediately put the brakes on any plans by the Bush administration to preemptively attack Iran's weapons facilities and to impose another round of sanctions against Iran. The report suggests that Iran has bowed to international pressure to end its pursuit of an atomic bomb. "Iran may be more vulnerable to influence on the issues than we judged previously," it said. After the release of the intelligence report, President Bush, however, said Iran remains a threat and can not be trusted to pursue enriching uranium for civilian use. "Look, Iran was dangerous, Iran is dangerous, and Iran will be dangerous, if they have the knowledge necessary to make a nuclear weapon," he said. "What’s to say they couldn’t start another covert nuclear weapons program?"

From these statements,it is easy to see that world's big power America doesn't want any other power that can compete him!

in terms of Marziana's presentation, she has confidence,good command of language and she is a real entertainer.
Thanks dear marziana,wish you the best in your life...

Chechnya and brother Nasrul

Chechnya, is another country with war and blood...
i used to hear a lot about Chenchn war because,during that time there were so many religious people in Turkiye were trying to start some help campains for our chechn sisters and brothers.There were even people went to caucasian mountains to fight with Chechns.I still remember the Chechn families who immigrated to Turkiye because of war in their country.The thing is that Russia as one of the most powerful UN security members claims that they are fighting for the peace within the Russia and Chechns are the rebels themselves.but the reality can be easily understood when we just look trough the near history,we will see how Russia forced chechn civilians to move from their homelandand and Russian ortodox belief is againist to the Muslims..but other than that maybe the most important point in Chechn-Russia war is the natural sources in Chechn lands.
For brother Nasrul's presentation,he was a bit shy and lack of confidence.But he had flow,he could manage this shyness.but if he could use "you"attitude rather than to use sentences like "you are not listening"...it would be better i think.
he was also lack of eye contact with the audience,maybe it is because of his shyness.Another thing is that que cards,they are a kind of "must" for a better presentation.
thanks brother Nasrul,i wish you success in ur life and studies..

eulogy...

dear MYSELF..

everything starts with trusting yourself
if you don't trust yourself, who should?
if you don't trust yourself,
whose support will make any difference?

dear MYSELF..

trust that your idea is good
trust that your feeling is real
trust that your judgement is correct
trust that you want what you want
trust that what makes you happy makes you happy..

dear MYSELF..

life is not supposed to be complicated
you are the scheme of things
you are life
your doubt removes you from yourself
you can doubt anything you want
but for the moment
trust yourself and fill yourself..

dear EVERYBODY...

I do not try to be accepted
I do not search for love
I want only to be me
and am grateful
for the gift of myself...

SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...
THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

bosnia, second episode.

amalina had request personally to me that she want to see Bosnia flag. here it is. haha. i forgot to put it in slide last week.

actually the presentation was disaster for me, cause i prepared the info for one month and at last..i did not perform well..so sad.

there are many things that i want to shared with u, the thing that cannot came out from my mouth. that are more than 200 000 innocent people died in this war. 60 000 women and girls were rape brutally.

Serbs played football with Bosnian head which they cut from the body. they throw Bosnian bodies in mass grave just like rubbish.

Malaysia battalion (MALBAT) become peacekeeper under united nation. Malaysia also accept Bosnian refugees.

America handle the peace treaty because Bill Clinton promise it when he want to win election. if not, why do they care?

comm3090..just like a chocolate box..

just like a chocolate box, with various design and taste. we do not have an idea what we will get if we take a piece of chocolate. maybe walnut inside, maybe prune, maybe coconut flavor.

same with life, we do not know who will we meet.what character they have, how to co-op with them, how to handle them, and how to have positive impression towards them.

that is similes i can give resembled our class. at first, we met our lecturer, some student knew her already from their previous class. some don't. some knew the style of lecturer but some don't even care about that.

next, we get mix around with our group mates. that are not our choice. i agree with that cause just with that way i go out from my perspective and look the world from different angle.knowing new people and strengthen networking with them.

some of my new friend is Qistina, before this i realize her, but just her face.not more than that. contrast with today, i know her better. she have master in poco-poco dance.haha. qis after this go to u think u can dance competition.sure the judges will get heart attack.haha.

second person with i become closer with her is Miranti. hello kitty die hard fan. she very concern about her duty, a great group mate and very hardworking girl.

i also add yaya,jay,sol,tasnim,kak nisrin,hatice,nasra in my friend list. but i am eager to know them more.hope we will not run if we bump each other in future.